English blog 9

As a writer a have many problems when I start a paper. The first problem is what am I going to write about, for a while nothing comes to mind and do not know how to start my paper. After a while when I finally figure out a topic and start the paper then I start to wonder and I going to have enough information to meet the requirements the instructor has given and will I be able to get enough pages. Doing the pages a lot of stuff is going through my mind is this going to be a good paper and is the teacher going to like it, and am I’m going to have good sentence structure and punctuation. You see I am not the best writer I do not like dealing with it, I feel like writing a research paper will not help me in life I’m not going to be writing for the newspaper. I plain to be constructing building in the work field, so I do not really put my all when I start a paper. Sometimes I have a lot to say and be following with thing to say but then I meet the paper requirement and I start to shut down not wanting to put it all down scared to go beyond the assignment. My mom use to always tell me that would hurt me in the long run when we use to argue about me taking the extra mile to help myself grow I guess she was right like always.